Chapter One
Coronado Island, California, May 1966. The McGrath family estate buzzes with the sophistication of a high-society party, celebrating Finley McGrath’s imminent deployment to Vietnam. Frankie, Finley’s younger sister, navigates the gathering with a facade of poise, her mind preoccupied with worry for her brother. The celebration is disrupted by Finley’s tardy arrival, alongside his best friend, Rye Walsh, both visibly drunk and rowdy, which strains the already tense relationship with their parents, Bette and Jack McGrath, who epitomize success and propriety.
Later, Frankie slips away to her father’s office, a room brimming with family history and mementos. Here, she contemplates the conspicuous absence of women’s achievements in the family’s legacy. Rye follows her, and in a rare moment of vulnerability, they discuss the concept of women as heroes, a notion that resonates deeply with Frankie. As the night wears on, Frankie and Finley find themselves alone on the beach, sharing a heartfelt conversation. Frankie voices her fears about his deployment, and Finley, though masking his own anxieties, reassures her. They reflect on their childhood, the bond they share, and the inevitable changes ahead.
The chapter closes with Frankie pondering her future, feeling a growing restlessness and a desire to transcend the societal roles prescribed for women. Inspired by Rye’s words and the broader societal shifts of the era, she is determined to forge her own path. The contrast between the opulent party and the looming threat of war highlights the tension between personal aspirations and external expectations.
Key Events
- Finley’s late arrival at his farewell party, causing tension with his parents.
- Frankie’s retreat to her father’s office, where she reflects on the family’s history and the absence of women’s achievements.
- Rye’s conversation with Frankie about women being heroes, which deeply impacts her.
- Frankie and Finley’s emotional farewell on the beach, where she expresses her worries about his deployment.
Characters Introduced
- Frances 'Frankie' McGrath
- Finley McGrath
- Bette McGrath
- Jack McGrath
- Rye Walsh
Themes
- Coming of Age
- Societal Expectations and Gender Roles
- Family and Legacy
- The Impact of War on Family Dynamics
Chapter Two
Six months have passed since Finley’s deployment, and Frankie has faithfully written to him every Sunday, receiving cheerful letters in return that paint a vivid picture of life aboard his ship and the vibrant scenes of Vietnam. Meanwhile, Frankie has intensified her academic pursuits, graduating early with honors and securing a prestigious position as a registered nurse at a San Diego hospital. Despite her qualifications, she faces condescension from her senior colleagues, who assign her menial tasks and question her competence.
During one of her night shifts, Frankie encounters a young soldier in Room 107 who has attempted suicide after losing a leg in Vietnam. His story of betrayal by his girlfriend and the unwavering support of a nurse at the Twelfth Evac Hospital resonates deeply with Frankie. Inspired by his bravery and the realization that women can indeed be heroes, Frankie contemplates joining the military to serve in Vietnam, driven by a desire to make a meaningful contribution and prove her worth.
Determined, Frankie visits the Navy recruitment office but is told she must serve two years stateside before deploying. Undeterred, she tries the Air Force and Army, eventually signing up with the Army Nurse Corps, which agrees to send her to Vietnam after basic training. The chapter ends with Frankie, now Second Lieutenant Frances McGrath, feeling a mix of excitement and resolve as she prepares to follow in her brother’s footsteps.
Key Events
- Frankie writes to Finley every Sunday and receives letters describing his experiences in Vietnam.
- Frankie graduates early with honors and starts working as a registered nurse at a San Diego hospital.
- Frankie meets a young soldier who has attempted suicide and learns about his experiences in Vietnam and the support of a nurse.
- Frankie decides to join the military to serve in Vietnam and eventually signs up with the Army Nurse Corps.
Themes
- Military Service and Personal Sacrifice
- Gender Roles and Expectations
- Personal Growth and Ambition
- War and Its Impact on Individuals
Chapter Three
Frankie returns to Coronado Island, where holiday decorations light up the streets. Her parents, Bette and Jack, are dressed for dinner. Excitedly, Frankie announces that she has joined the Army Nurse Corps and will be deployed to Vietnam to serve alongside Finley. However, her parents react with shock and disapproval, emphasizing the family’s strong naval traditions and the rigid gender roles they uphold. Bette, in particular, is devastated, warning Frankie of the dangers and the potential for trauma, drawing from her own experiences with her father’s wartime injuries.
The tension escalates when Frankie’s parents receive news that Finley has been killed in action. The announcement is delivered by two naval officers, and the family is left in a state of profound grief. Overwhelmed by memories of her brother and the loss they have suffered, Frankie slips away to the beach. Bette joins her, and in a moment of vulnerability, pleads with Frankie not to go to Vietnam. Torn between her commitment and her family’s pain, Frankie insists that she must fulfill her duty and asks for her mother’s blessing, which Bette cannot bring herself to give.
The chapter concludes with Frankie’s determination to honor her brother’s memory and her own aspirations, despite the emotional turmoil and the deep divide it creates within her family.
Key Events
- Frankie announces her enlistment in the Army Nurse Corps and her deployment to Vietnam.
- Bette and Jack react with shock and disapproval to Frankie’s decision.
- Naval officers deliver the news that Finley has been killed in action.
- Frankie and Bette share a poignant moment on the beach, with Bette pleading for Frankie not to go to Vietnam.
Themes
- Challenging traditional gender roles
- Family and tradition
- Grief and loss
- Duty and sacrifice
Chapter Four
Still reeling from the devastating news of Finley's death, Frankie excels in Basic Training, mastering various medical and military skills. By March, she is fully prepared for her deployment to Vietnam. Dressed in her uncomfortable class A uniform, she boards a plane with 257 soldiers, where she meets Captain Norm Bronson, who warns her about the harsh realities of Vietnam. During the flight, the plane encounters turbulence and possible enemy fire, intensifying Frankie's anxiety and discomfort.
Upon landing in Saigon, Frankie is greeted by the intense heat and unfamiliar smells. She is directed to a bus that takes her to the Thirty-Sixth Evac Hospital, where she is met by Nurse Patty Perkins. Frankie is briefed on the hospital's operations and the dangerous conditions, including the risk of enemy attacks. She is then shown to her quarters, a small, dark room in a hooch, where she begins to feel the weight of her decision and the isolation of her new environment.
Frankie struggles with culture shock, physical discomfort, and illness, including severe diarrhea from drinking contaminated water. Despite these challenges, she remains determined to fulfill her duties and honor her brother’s memory. The chapter ends with Frankie reflecting on her journey and the daunting task ahead, clutching a photograph of her and Finley at Disneyland.
Key Events
- Frankie excels in Basic Training and prepares for her deployment to Vietnam.
- Frankie boards a plane to Vietnam and experiences turbulence and possible enemy fire during the flight.
- Frankie arrives in Saigon and is taken to the Thirty-Sixth Evac Hospital, where she meets Nurse Patty Perkins.
- Frankie settles into her quarters and faces the challenges of her new environment, including illness and isolation.
Characters Introduced
- Captain Norm Bronson
- Nurse Patty Perkins
Themes
- Adaptation and resilience in the face of personal loss
- The harsh realities of war and its psychological impact
- The unique challenges faced by female military nurses in Vietnam
Chapter Five
Still reeling from the long journey and the harsh realities of her new environment, Frankie is struggling five hours after arriving at the Thirty-Sixth Evac Hospital. Her roommates, Ethel Flint and Barb Johnson, burst into the hooch, bloodied and exhausted from a long shift. Ethel, an ER nurse from Virginia, and Barb, a surgical nurse from Georgia, quickly dispel any romanticized notions Frankie might have had about her service, urging her to strip off her formal uniform and join them for a drink.
Reluctantly, Frankie changes into borrowed clothes and follows Ethel to the Officers’ Club, where the atmosphere is a stark contrast to the tense, chaotic world outside. The club is filled with smoke, music, and a mix of officers and enlisted personnel. Frankie is introduced to the other officers, including Patty Perkins, who is playing cards. As she navigates the raucous environment, a rocket attack interrupts the festivities, causing panic and chaos. Jamie Callahan, a surgeon from Jackson Hole, pulls Frankie to safety, calming her with his presence and reassuring words.
The attack subsides, and the party resumes as if nothing had happened. Jamie offers Frankie a shot of whiskey to calm her nerves, and she hesitates, torn between her fear and the need to fit in. The chapter ends with Frankie beginning to understand the complex, often contradictory nature of life in Vietnam, where danger and camaraderie coexist in a delicate balance.
Key Events
- Ethel and Barb introduce themselves to Frankie and help her acclimate to the hooch.
- Frankie is introduced to the Officers’ Club and the other officers, including Patty Perkins.
- A rocket attack disrupts the party, and Jamie Callahan helps Frankie stay calm during the chaos.
- The party resumes after the attack, and Jamie offers Frankie a shot of whiskey.
Characters Introduced
- Jamie Callahan
Themes
- Camaraderie and survival in war
- The contrast between idealism and reality
- Resilience and adaptation in extreme environments
Chapter Six
Frankie wakes up disoriented and ill in her hooch, plagued by the memories of the previous night's drinking and the harsh realities of her new environment. A rat scurries across the floor, and she feels weak but forces herself to get ready for her first day on duty. Reporting to Major Goldstein, she is assigned to the emergency room (ER) for a mass casualty event (MASCAL), despite her lack of experience and initial hesitation.
In the ER, Frankie is overwhelmed by the chaos and the severity of the injuries. Ethel, her mentor, guides her through the triage process, and Frankie holds the hand of a dying soldier named Private Fournette, providing comfort in his final moments. After the MASCAL, Frankie feels useless and ashamed, questioning her ability to help the wounded. Ethel comforts her, sharing her own story and offering advice on how to cope with the challenges of war.
Later, Frankie and Ethel return to their hooch, where Ethel shares more about her background and the racial tensions faced by Barb. Frankie reflects on her first day and the horrors she witnessed, struggling to process the emotional toll. She eventually goes to the latrines, where she encounters Jamie, who is dealing with his own grief over a friend's death. Jamie walks her back to the hooch, and they share a moment of mutual understanding and support.
Key Events
- Frankie reports to Major Goldstein and is assigned to the ER for a MASCAL.
- Frankie holds the hand of a dying soldier, Private Fournette, providing comfort in his final moments.
- Ethel comforts Frankie, sharing her own experiences and offering advice.
- Frankie encounters Jamie at the latrines, and they share a moment of mutual support.
Characters Introduced
- Major Wendy Goldstein
- Private Fournette
Themes
- The immediate and visceral impact of war on medical personnel
- The role of mentorship and camaraderie in coping with trauma
- The emotional and psychological toll of witnessing death and suffering
Chapter Seven
Frankie’s assignment to the Neuro ward marks a significant shift in her duties. Under the guidance of Captain Smith, she tends to severely injured soldiers, many of whom are in comatose states. Her tasks include monitoring pupils, changing dressings, and managing pain, all of which she approaches with great care and empathy, often speaking to her patients and imagining them as her brother Finley. Despite the challenging and often heartbreaking nature of her work, Frankie begins to gain confidence and form connections with her patients.
During a night shift, Frankie cares for Private Jorge Ruiz, a young soldier who had saved his platoon. His comrades visit to check on him and request a photo to send to his mother. Frankie’s compassion and dedication earn the respect of the soldiers, and she receives a pin as a token of gratitude. Exhausted but determined, Frankie continues her work, finding solace in the quiet of the ward and the opportunity to improve her skills.
Concerned about Frankie’s isolation, Ethel and Barb decide to take her on a MEDCAP mission to provide medical care to local villagers. The mission, led by Captain Smith, involves setting up a makeshift clinic in a remote village. Frankie assists in treating various ailments and interacts with the villagers, including a young boy who leads her to a girl suffering from a severe hand injury. Frankie and Captain Smith perform an emergency amputation to save the girl’s life, demonstrating Frankie’s growing competence and the team’s commitment to helping those in need.
The MEDCAP mission ends on a positive note, with Frankie receiving a smooth gray stone from the young boy as a token of appreciation. She also gives the boy her Saint Christopher medal, symbolizing a mutual exchange of goodwill. Ethel and Barb encourage Frankie to socialize more, hinting at plans to help her transition out of the Neuro ward and into a more active role in the hospital community.
Key Events
- Frankie is assigned to the Neuro ward and begins to gain confidence in her nursing skills.
- Frankie cares for Private Jorge Ruiz, earning the respect and gratitude of his comrades.
- Ethel and Barb take Frankie on a MEDCAP mission to a remote village.
- Frankie and Captain Smith perform an emergency amputation on a young girl with a severe hand injury.
Characters Introduced
- Private Jorge Ruiz
- Young boy from the village
- Adolescent girl with hand injury
- Elderly South Vietnamese woman (possibly the girl's grandmother)
Themes
- Compassion and empathy in the face of suffering
- Personal growth and resilience through challenging experiences
- The impact of war on civilians and the importance of humanitarian efforts
- Building connections and community in a foreign and hostile environment
Chapter Eight
Frankie receives a letter from her mother, detailing the social unrest and protests back home, and expressing concern for Frankie’s well-being. The letter highlights the stark contrast between the changing world and the traditional roles expected of women. After her shift, Frankie is invited to Captain Smith’s going-away party at Long Binh, a sprawling base carved out of the jungle. The party is a raucous affair, and Frankie feels out of place in her conservative dress, but she is soon approached by Jamie Callahan, who invites her to dance.
During the dance, Jamie and Frankie share a moment of connection, and Jamie suggests that Frankie transfer to the surgical ward, praising her skills and compassion. Despite her initial hesitation, Frankie agrees to the transfer, eager to grow and challenge herself. On her first day in surgery, Frankie faces the intense and chaotic environment of the operating room, where she assists Jamie in treating severely wounded soldiers. Though overwhelmed, she proves capable and earns the respect of her colleagues.
After a grueling shift, Frankie and Jamie discuss his marriage, which he reveals to her. Frankie is disappointed but chooses to remain supportive, recognizing their mutual need for companionship in the challenging environment. The chapter concludes with Frankie writing to her parents, describing her new role and the beauty of Vietnam, while her mother’s letter reflects on the volatile state of the world and the importance of finding purpose in one’s life.
Key Events
- Frankie receives a letter from her mother detailing the social unrest at home.
- Frankie attends Captain Smith’s going-away party at Long Binh.
- Jamie Callahan invites Frankie to transfer to the surgical ward, which she accepts.
- Frankie’s first day in the surgical ward is intense and challenging, but she proves capable.
- Frankie and Jamie discuss his marriage, and she remains supportive despite her disappointment.
Themes
- The tension between societal change and traditional expectations
- Professional growth and personal resilience in a high-stress environment
- The importance of emotional support and companionship in wartime
- The impact of war on personal relationships and moral values
Chapter Nine
Exhausted from the relentless demands of the operating room, Frankie has developed a hard shell to protect her heart from the horrors she witnesses. Under Jamie’s guidance, she gains confidence and is tasked with closing a patient’s abdomen during surgery, a moment that solidifies her growth and pride in her abilities. Despite the relentless demands of the OR, Frankie and Jamie’s bond deepens, marked by moments of emotional support and shared exhaustion.
In late June, the monsoon season intensifies, bringing harsh weather and an increasing number of casualties. Frankie and Jamie struggle with the emotional and physical toll, finding solace in each other’s company. Ethel’s upcoming departure adds to the sense of loss and uncertainty.
On a rare day with no incoming casualties, Barb organizes a MEDCAP trip to St. Elizabeth’s Orphanage. Frankie, Jamie, and the others administer medical care and distribute supplies to the children. Frankie is particularly moved by a young girl named Mai, who was found in a bombed village, traumatized and unable to speak. Frankie’s compassion and the bond she forms with Mai underscore her growing empathy and the personal impact of the war.
Back at the Thirty-Sixth, the team enjoys a brief respite on the beach, where they reflect on the war and their experiences. Frankie shares her encounter with Mai, and the women discuss the moral complexities of the conflict, particularly the bombing of civilian areas. The chapter ends with a sense of camaraderie and the enduring strength of the nurses in the face of unimaginable challenges.
Key Events
- Frankie gains confidence and is tasked with closing a patient’s abdomen during surgery.
- Frankie and Jamie’s bond deepens amidst the challenges of the OR and monsoon season.
- Frankie forms a deep connection with a traumatized young girl named Mai during a MEDCAP trip to St. Elizabeth’s Orphanage.
Characters Introduced
- Mai
- Vietnamese nuns
Themes
- Personal growth and resilience in the face of war’s horrors
- The emotional and psychological toll of continuous trauma
- Compassion and human connection in traumatic environments
- The moral and ethical dilemmas of military actions affecting civilians
Chapter Ten
August in Vietnam brings a series of hot, rain-drenched days, followed by a stifling heat in September. Exhausted from long shifts and harsh conditions, Frankie is woken up by Ethel and Barb to attend a farewell party for Ethel, who is leaving the Thirty-Sixth Evac Hospital. Despite her fatigue, Frankie joins the party, which includes a beach outing and a thrilling water-skiing adventure on the Saigon River. The camaraderie and freedom of the day stand in stark contrast to the constant tension and danger of their daily lives.
The evening turns bittersweet as the group gathers around a campfire, and Frankie shares a tender moment with Jamie, who is also nearing the end of his tour. Jamie’s invitation to join him for R and R in Maui is met with Frankie’s refusal, highlighting the emotional turmoil and unspoken love between them. The party is abruptly ended by a call to duty, and the group rushes back to the Thirty-Sixth, where they are met with a red alert and a flood of wounded soldiers. Frankie and Jamie work tirelessly through the night, with Frankie feeling the weight of her brother’s memory and the loss of Ethel.
The following week, the rain continues, and the hospital is understaffed with the absence of Jamie and Ethel. Frankie and the remaining staff struggle to keep up with the influx of casualties. During a particularly grueling shift, a helicopter brings in a critically injured Jamie, whose bird was shot down. Frankie, devastated, pleads with Dr. Rob to save Jamie, but the extent of his injuries is clear, and the chapter ends with a sense of impending loss and the fragility of life in Vietnam.
Key Events
- Ethel’s farewell party and water-skiing adventure on the Saigon River.
- Jamie’s invitation to Frankie for R and R in Maui, which she refuses.
- A red alert and a flood of wounded soldiers force the party to end abruptly.
- Jamie is brought in critically injured after his helicopter is shot down.
Themes
- Companionship and camaraderie in war
- The fragility of life and the impact of sudden loss
- The contrast between moments of freedom and the harsh realities of war
Chapter Eleven
Still reeling from the loss of Jamie, Frankie receives news of her transfer to the Seventy-First Evac Hospital in Pleiku, a location notorious for heavy fighting and intense conditions. Major Goldstein informs her of the transfer, praising her exceptional skills as a combat nurse, and advises her to update her will and write to her parents. Feeling a mix of fear and determination, Frankie confides in Barb, who decides to accompany her, solidifying their bond and support for each other.
Upon arriving at the Seventy-First, Frankie and Barb are greeted by the harsh realities of the mobile Army surgical hospital. The camp is rudimentary and surrounded by dense jungle, with coils of concertina wire and armed guards. The first day is immediately challenging as they are thrown into a red alert and mortar attack, treating a continuous stream of severely wounded soldiers and civilians. The chaos and intensity of the environment are overwhelming, but Frankie draws strength from her memories of Jamie and Ethel, staying focused and determined to provide the best care possible.
The chapter concludes with Frankie and Barb, exhausted and emotionally drained, sitting in the dirt outside the Quonset hut. They share a moment of mutual support and reflection, with Barb lighting a joint to cope with the stress. Frankie, taking the joint, finds herself crying, and the two friends lean on each other, reinforcing their commitment to each other and their mission in this unforgiving war zone.
Key Events
- Frankie is transferred to the Seventy-First Evac Hospital in Pleiku.
- Barb decides to accompany Frankie to Pleiku.
- Frankie and Barb arrive at the Seventy-First and are immediately thrown into a red alert and mortar attack.
- Frankie and Barb share a moment of mutual support and reflection after a grueling night.
Characters Introduced
- Sergeant Alvarez
- Private Waite
- Harry 'Hap' Dickerson
- Wilma Cottington
Themes
- Companionship and Support
- Resilience and Determination
- The Harsh Realities of War
- Finding Strength in Shared Grief
Chapter Twelve
Frankie and Barb continue their demanding work at the Seventy-First Evac Hospital, where the influx of wounded soldiers and civilians is relentless. The environment is harsh, with mud, rain, and now a heat wave that exacerbates the already difficult conditions. Frankie reflects on the futility of the war and the senseless loss of life, both American and Vietnamese. She finds a moment of connection with a fallen soldier, placing his prom photo in his pocket as a final act of kindness.
On their first day off in two weeks, Frankie and Barb receive an invitation from Lieutenant Melvin Turner, a Seawolves pilot known as Coyote, to attend a bon voyage party in Saigon. Despite their initial reluctance, they decide to go, seeing it as a chance to escape the compound. In Saigon, they enjoy a luxurious day shopping and dining, a world apart from the chaos of the war. The party at the club is lively, and Frankie is surprised to encounter Rye Walsh, her brother Finley’s former best friend, who reminds her of home and simpler times.
Rye’s appearance stirs mixed emotions in Frankie, who is still processing the loss of Finley and the complexities of her current life. The chapter ends with Frankie and Barb enjoying the party, but the underlying tension of the war and their personal struggles remains palpable.
Key Events
- Frankie and Barb reflect on the futility of the war and the loss of life.
- They receive an invitation to a bon voyage party in Saigon and decide to go.
- Frankie and Barb enjoy a luxurious day in Saigon, shopping and dining.
- Frankie unexpectedly encounters Rye Walsh at the party, stirring mixed emotions.
Characters Introduced
- Lieutenant Melvin Turner (Coyote)
Themes
- The moral ambiguity of war and its impact on individuals
- The juxtaposition of luxury and wartime hardship
- Personal loss and the search for solace
- Nostalgia and the influence of the past on the present
Chapter Thirteen
Frankie and Barb continue to navigate the challenges of their deployment in Vietnam. After a night out in Saigon, Frankie is drawn to Rye Walsh, feeling a strong connection that harkens back to her past admiration and the influence he had on her decision to become a combat nurse. Despite knowing that Rye is engaged, Frankie is left with conflicting emotions after a dance with him, torn between her attraction and the memory of her relationship with Jamie.
The next day, Frankie and Barb return to the Seventy-First Evac Hospital, where the work remains as demanding as ever. Frankie’s interaction with a young soldier, Private Albert Brown, underscores the human side of her work and the emotional toll it takes. She takes a picture with him for his mother, a small act of kindness in the midst of chaos.
On her birthday, Frankie attends a party at the Park, where she dances with Coyote. Despite his earnest advances, Frankie declines, recognizing that she cannot reciprocate his feelings. The chapter ends with a sense of loneliness and the complexities of relationships in the midst of war.
Key Events
- Frankie and Barb attend a party in Saigon and encounter Rye Walsh.
- Frankie dances with Rye and feels a strong connection, despite knowing he is engaged.
- Frankie treats a young soldier, Private Albert Brown, in the OR and takes a picture with him for his mother.
- Frankie celebrates her birthday at a party and dances with Coyote, but declines his romantic advances.
Themes
- Emotional connections and their complications in wartime
- The personal cost of compassion in a combat zone
- Navigating personal desires and moral responsibilities
Chapter Fourteen
December had been a hellish month in the Highlands, with the NVA slaughtering hundreds of South Vietnamese civilians at Dak To. Exhausted but hopeful for a quiet night, Frankie and Barb finish a grueling shift in the OR on Christmas Eve. Their respite is short-lived, however, as they are called to help offload a single wounded soldier from a Huey gunship. There, they encounter Rye and Coyote, who propose a daring mission to retrieve a Christmas tree for the camp.
Despite the danger, the mission is a success, and the tree is set up in their hooch, adorned with makeshift ornaments. The festive atmosphere provides a brief respite from the war's harsh realities, but the underlying tension remains. Frankie and Rye share a moment of vulnerability, yet Rye’s engagement and Frankie’s principles keep them from acting on their feelings. The chapter concludes with Barb’s departure, leaving Frankie a heartfelt note and a Polaroid of their time together.
Key Events
- Frankie and Barb help offload a wounded soldier on Christmas Eve.
- Rye and Coyote take Frankie and Barb on a mission to retrieve a Christmas tree.
- Frankie and Rye share a moment of vulnerability but do not act on their feelings.
- Barb departs, leaving Frankie a heartfelt note and a Polaroid of their friendship.
Themes
- The harsh realities of war and the emotional toll it takes on individuals.
- The importance of friendship and camaraderie in the face of adversity.
- The struggle between personal desires and moral principles.
Chapter Fifteen
Frankie receives a letter from Barb, who has returned to the United States and is struggling to adjust to civilian life. The letter details the boredom and lack of respect Barb faces as a veteran and the racial tensions and war protests occurring back home. Barb’s words resonate with Frankie, who is also questioning her future and the changing world around her.
On January 31, 1968, the Seventy-First Evac Hospital is hit by a massive rocket attack during the Tet Offensive. Frankie and her new hooch mate, Margie Sloan, are jolted awake by the explosions and red alert sirens. Frankie takes charge, guiding Margie and ensuring they both reach the hospital to assist with the influx of wounded soldiers and civilians. The chaos and intensity of the night test Frankie’s skills and resolve, as she performs a tracheotomy on a severely injured soldier and provides comfort to a dying young man named Private Albert Brown.
After the attack, Frankie is emotionally and physically drained. Rye Walsh, who had come to check on her, comforts her and carries her back to her hooch. Despite the temptation to seek solace in Rye’s arms, Frankie remains focused on her duty. The next day, Frankie decides to extend her tour of duty, writing to her parents to explain her decision. Her mother’s angry response and Ethel’s supportive letter highlight the contrasting reactions to her choice.
Captain Miniver, the new chief nurse, orders Frankie to take a required R and R. Recognizing the need for a break, Frankie reluctantly complies, though her decision is tinged with a sense of duty unfulfilled. The chapter ends with Frankie preparing to leave for Kauai, a decision that reflects her internal struggle between duty and self-care.
Key Events
- Frankie receives a letter from Barb detailing her struggles adjusting to civilian life.
- The Seventy-First Evac Hospital is attacked during the Tet Offensive, and Frankie leads the response.
- Frankie performs a tracheotomy and comforts a dying soldier, Private Albert Brown.
- Frankie decides to extend her tour of duty and writes to her parents, receiving a negative response from her mother.
- Captain Miniver orders Frankie to take a required R and R, and Frankie reluctantly complies.
Themes
- Duty vs. Personal Well-being
- The Impact of War on Civilians and Veterans
- Internal Conflict and Moral Dilemmas
Chapter Sixteen
Exhausted and in need of respite, Frankie arrives at the Coco Palms Hotel on Kauai for her R and R. Her first day is spent sleeping and enjoying the peaceful surroundings, allowing her to reflect on her harrowing experiences in Vietnam. The next day, she calls Barb, who offers advice on handling a potential romantic encounter with Rye Walsh, who has also arrived on the island. Following Barb’s guidance, Frankie buys new clothes and prepares for a dinner date with Rye.
At dinner, Rye reveals that he has broken off his engagement, and they engage in a deep, meaningful conversation about their pasts and the war. After dinner, they retreat to a secluded beach, where they spend the night exploring their growing feelings for each other. Frankie and Rye’s relationship deepens, and they become intimate, discovering a profound connection that transcends their wartime experiences.
On their last day on Kauai, Frankie and Rye spend the day in bed, cherishing their time together. During a final dinner, Rye expresses his fear and concern about Frankie’s decision to re-up and extend her tour in Vietnam. Despite his reservations, he ultimately decides to re-up as well, vowing to stay with Frankie and support her in her mission.
Key Events
- Frankie arrives at the Coco Palms Hotel on Kauai and rests.
- Rye reveals he has broken off his engagement and invites Frankie to dinner.
- Frankie and Rye share a deep, meaningful conversation and become intimate.
- Rye expresses concern about Frankie’s decision to re-up, but ultimately decides to re-up himself.
Themes
- Love and sacrifice
- War and its impact on personal relationships
- Personal growth and transformation
Chapter Seventeen
Returning from Kauai, Frankie and Rye share a tense yet affectionate moment during a helicopter ride back to Pleiku, where Rye protects her from enemy fire. Upon landing, Frankie is immediately confronted with the grim realities of war. A letter from her friend Barb details the loss of Barb’s brother, and Frankie reflects on the worsening situation in Vietnam. On a sweltering Fourth of July, Frankie treats a severely wounded soldier and a baby victim of napalm, experiences that deeply affect her and stir a profound sense of sorrow and anger.
Later, Frankie makes an unauthorized MARS call to Rye, who responds with understanding and concern. Despite the emotional toll of her work, Frankie receives a surprise promotion to First Lieutenant, celebrated with a party at the mess hall. Rye arrives late to the party, and they share a passionate moment, culminating in Rye’s declaration of love, 'I’m afraid I’ll love you till I die,' which both elates and unsettles Frankie due to its ominous phrasing.
The chapter concludes with Frankie and Rye’s intimate reunion, where Rye’s declaration of love deepens their bond but also plants a lingering unease in Frankie’s heart, highlighting the profound impact of their relationship in the context of the war.
Key Events
- Frankie and Rye’s tense helicopter ride back to Pleiku.
- Frankie treats a severely wounded soldier and a baby victim of napalm, leading to deep emotional distress.
- Frankie makes an unauthorized MARS call to Rye, who responds with understanding.
- Frankie is promoted to First Lieutenant and celebrated with a party at the mess hall.
- Rye arrives late to the party and declares his love to Frankie, planting a seed of unease in her heart.
Themes
- The emotional impact of treating war victims
- The complexity of love and fear in wartime
- The resilience and camaraderie among soldiers and nurses
Chapter Eighteen
Still reeling from the intense emotions of the previous days, Frankie wakes up early on her last day in Vietnam, March 14, 1969. She reflects on her journey and the person she has become, packing her belongings and writing a heartfelt goodbye note to Margie. Meeting Rye, who helps her board the helicopter to Saigon, she is struck by the quiet, somber atmosphere of the camp and the airport, which contrasts sharply with the chaos of the war. The tension and fear among the soldiers waiting to leave are palpable.
In Saigon, Frankie and Rye share a poignant farewell, with Rye admitting his love and Frankie reciprocating. They exchange a tender kiss, and Frankie boards the plane, feeling a mix of relief and sorrow as she leaves Vietnam behind. During the flight, she reflects on her experiences and the impact they have had on her, realizing that while she is glad to be leaving, she is also apprehensive about what awaits her at home.
Upon arriving at LAX, Frankie encounters a hostile reception from protesters and civilians, who insult and spit at her. Shocked and hurt by the lack of support and understanding, she is helped by two Marines who protect her from the crowd. Despite the hostility, she refuses to change out of her uniform, determined to stand tall and proud of her service. After a long and arduous journey, she finally reaches Coronado Island, where she is greeted by her parents, who are both surprised and conflicted by her unexpected return.
Frankie’s homecoming is less welcoming than she had hoped. Her father is distant and cold, leaving shortly after her arrival, while her mother is emotional but seems to equate Frankie’s service to her brother’s death. Frankie feels out of place in her childhood home, realizing that the person she has become does not fit the expectations set by her family and society. She retires to her old bedroom, feeling a sense of disconnection and uncertainty about her future.
Key Events
- Frankie wakes up early on her last day in Vietnam and reflects on her journey.
- Frankie and Rye share a poignant farewell at the airport in Saigon.
- Frankie encounters hostility and protests upon her arrival at LAX.
- Frankie’s homecoming is less welcoming than expected, with her father being distant and her mother emotional but conflicted.
Themes
- The personal and emotional toll of war on individuals
- The challenges of reintegration and the disconnect between war and civilian life
- The role of women in society and the expectations placed on them
- The complexity of love and relationships in the context of war
Chapter Nineteen
Still reeling from the hostile reception at LAX, Frankie struggles with the harsh reality of her homecoming. Plagued by nightmares and a deep sense of alienation from her family, she finds her parents, especially her father, dismissive of her war experiences. Her mother is preoccupied with social appearances, further isolating Frankie. During a tense lunch at the country club, Frankie confronts her parents about their lies regarding her service in Vietnam, her frustration and anger boiling over.
Feeling increasingly isolated, Frankie reaches out to Barb for support and considers planning a welcome-home party for Rye. However, her hopes are shattered when she visits Rye’s father in Compton and discovers that Rye has been killed in action. Devastated, Frankie returns home, where she finally breaks down in her mother’s arms, revealing the depth of her grief and the loss of her beloved Rye.
The chapter concludes with Frankie grappling with the overwhelming grief of losing Rye, her nightmares intensifying, and her sense of purpose and identity shattered. Her mother’s attempts to comfort her are met with a deep, unyielding sorrow, as Frankie struggles to find a way to move forward in a world without Rye.
Key Events
- Frankie confronts her parents about their lies regarding her service in Vietnam.
- Frankie visits Rye’s father and discovers that Rye has been killed in action.
- Frankie breaks down in her mother’s arms, revealing her grief over Rye’s death.
Characters Introduced
- Stanley Walsh (Rye's father)
Themes
- Grief and loss
- Alienation and isolation
- The strain of war on familial bonds
Chapter Twenty
Still reeling from the loss of Rye, Frankie falls into a deep depression, isolating herself in her room and drinking heavily. Her mother, Bette, tries to reach out, but Frankie remains unresponsive and distant. Worried, Bette calls Ethel and Barb, who arrive to help Frankie out of her despair.
Ethel and Barb take Frankie to the beach, offering support and suggesting she channel her anger and grief into activism with the Vietnam Veterans Against the War. Frankie begins to see a glimmer of hope in nursing, recognizing it as a way to find purpose and move forward. She starts applying for jobs and secures an interview at a local hospital.
At the interview, Frankie faces skepticism from the director of nursing, Mrs. Smart, who puts her on probation and assigns her to the night shift. Despite the initial setbacks, Frankie is determined to prove herself. She starts her new job, facing the challenges of being treated like a beginner, but remains committed to her career in nursing.
Frankie’s first few weeks at the hospital are difficult, with her colleagues treating her like a novice. She struggles with the menial tasks and the night shift, but her anger and determination keep her going. She also continues to experience nightmares and mood swings, which she manages with the support of her family and friends.
Key Events
- Ethel and Barb intervene to help Frankie out of her depression.
- Frankie applies for and secures a job as a nurse at a local hospital.
- Frankie faces challenges and skepticism at her new job but remains determined.
- Frankie continues to struggle with nightmares and mood swings.
Characters Introduced
- Mrs. Delores Smart
- Mrs. Henderson
Themes
- Grief and healing
- Finding purpose through nursing
- Resilience and determination
Chapter Twenty-one
Three months after her return from Vietnam, Frankie wakes up feeling a slight improvement. She heads to the kitchen, where a newspaper article about the death of Army nurse Sharon Lane catches her eye. The news deeply affects her, and she contemplates the similarities between her and the deceased nurse. Her mother, Bette, suggests she call in sick, but Frankie insists on going to work. Bette mentions that Becky Gillihan, an old friend, would love to see her, and Frankie reluctantly agrees to attend a party at Becky’s house.
At the party, Frankie feels out of place and anxious, struggling with the disconnect between the celebratory atmosphere and the realities of the war. She becomes increasingly agitated, especially when Becky mentions that many of their male peers have avoided going to Vietnam. Frankie’s pent-up anger and anxiety surge, and she lashes out, revealing her service in Vietnam and the horrors she witnessed. The other women laugh it off, thinking it’s a joke, which further infuriates Frankie. She storms out, feeling shaken and fragile.
Frankie retreats to a park, where she smokes cigarettes and reflects on her outburst. She realizes that her behavior is unacceptable and wonders how to manage her emotions. Later, she goes to work, where the hospital is quiet until a gunshot victim arrives. Frankie takes charge, performing a tracheotomy to save the patient’s life. Despite her successful intervention, Mrs. Henderson fires her for performing the procedure without a doctor’s supervision, citing liability issues.
Key Events
- Frankie reads about the death of Army nurse Sharon Lane and is deeply affected.
- Frankie attends a party at Becky’s house and becomes agitated, lashing out about her service in Vietnam.
- Frankie performs a tracheotomy to save a gunshot victim at the hospital and is subsequently fired by Mrs. Henderson.
Themes
- Struggles with PTSD and emotional outbursts
- Disconnection and alienation from civilian life
- The challenges of readjusting to society after war
Chapter Twenty-two
Still reeling from the intense emotions of the party, Frankie returns to her parents' house late at night, still in her blood-splattered nurse uniform, after being fired from her job for performing a tracheotomy without a doctor’s supervision. She drinks heavily on the patio, trying to numb her pain and confusion. Her parents discover her in the morning, shocked by her appearance and behavior. Her father confronts her about the scene she caused at Becky’s party and accuses her of embarrassing the family. Frankie’s anger erupts, and she lashes out at her father, blaming him for Finley’s death and destroying the heroes’ wall in his office. Her father, enraged, orders her to leave the house permanently.
Feeling lost and desperate, Frankie drives recklessly, crashes her car into a streetlamp, and seeks help at the Veterans Administration Outpatient Clinic. However, the doctor dismisses her, refusing to acknowledge her status as a combat nurse and suggesting she simply needs to move on. Distraught, Frankie calls Barb, who convinces her to rent a room at the Crystal Pier Cottages and wait for her to arrive. Barb and Ethel, concerned for Frankie, drive to the cottage and find her in a state of despair. They reassure her and present a plan for her to stay at Ethel’s father’s farm, where they will remodel the bunkhouse and engage in activism with the Vietnam Veterans Against the War.
Frankie, grateful for her friends’ support, agrees to the plan. The three women vow to move forward, away from the painful memories of Vietnam, and embrace a new chapter in their lives. They leave for the train station, determined to start fresh and support each other in their healing process.
Key Events
- Frankie is fired from her job for performing a tracheotomy.
- Frankie destroys the heroes’ wall in her father’s office and is ordered to leave the house.
- Frankie seeks help at the VA clinic but is dismissed by the doctor.
- Barb and Ethel arrive at the Crystal Pier Cottages to support Frankie and present a plan for her to stay at Ethel’s father’s farm.
Themes
- Grief and Loss
- Identity and Purpose
- Friendship and Support
- Healing and Moving Forward
Chapter Twenty-three
Frankie, now 25, has settled into a cautious and guarded life in Virginia, where she works as a surgical nurse. Despite the initial challenges and prejudice she faced, she has proven her skills and is working towards a specialization in trauma surgery. Her relationships with Barb and a quiet life on the farm provide her with some stability and solace.
On a cool April morning, Frankie rides her horse, Silver Birch, through the misty fields, finding solace in the routine and the natural beauty around her. Later, at the tavern where Barb works, Barb asks Frankie to join her in a protest march organized by the Vietnam Veterans Against the War (VVAW) in Washington D.C. Frankie initially resists, haunted by memories of her fallen friends, but Barb’s persistence and the urgency of the cause convince her to participate.
The day before the march, Frankie is anxious and distracted at work, worrying about the potential violence and the emotional toll of confronting her past. She and Barb drive to D.C. and set up camp in Potomac Park, where they find themselves among thousands of male veterans. Despite feeling out of place, Frankie joins the march, her resolve strengthening as she witnesses the treatment of Gold Star Mothers and the overall injustice of the war.
During the second, larger protest, Frankie and Barb are caught in the chaos as police in riot gear begin arresting protesters. Frankie is knocked down and narrowly escapes arrest. She meets Henry Acevedo, a psychiatrist and surfer, who understands her grief and offers support. They discuss the futility and wrongness of the war, and Frankie buys a POW/MIA bracelet, feeling a renewed sense of purpose and solidarity.
Key Events
- Frankie agrees to join Barb in a protest march in Washington D.C.
- Frankie and Barb set up camp in Potomac Park and join the VVAW march.
- Frankie’s resolve strengthens as she witnesses the treatment of Gold Star Mothers.
- Frankie meets Henry Acevedo, a psychiatrist and surfer, who offers support and understanding.
Characters Introduced
- Henry Acevedo
Themes
- The impact of war on veterans and their families
- The struggle for healing and purpose
- Activism and the power of protest
- The emotional and psychological toll of war on women
Chapter Twenty-four
At the Navy wives' luncheon in Washington D.C., Frankie and Barb listen intently as Anne Jenkins, whose husband is a POW in Vietnam, speaks passionately about the lack of information from the government and the urgent need for action. The speeches and the sense of purpose among the attendees move Frankie and Barb deeply.
Later that evening, Frankie receives a call informing her that her mother has suffered a stroke and is hospitalized in San Diego. Shocked and upset, she flies home immediately. Upon arriving at the hospital, she finds her mother in the ICU, connected to a ventilator. Frankie spends the next few days by her mother’s side, reading to her and providing care, while her father grapples with the emotional weight of the situation.
Frankie and her father reconcile, with Frankie apologizing for her past behavior and offering to help with her mother’s recovery. Her father reveals that her mother had always believed Frankie would return home and had prepared a cottage for her, which she now inherits. The chapter ends with Frankie moving into the cottage, finding a sense of belonging and purpose.
Key Events
- Frankie and Barb attend a Navy wives' luncheon to support POWs.
- Frankie learns her mother has suffered a stroke and flies home to San Diego.
- Frankie spends time caring for her mother in the ICU and reconciles with her father.
- Frankie inherits a cottage prepared by her mother and moves in.
Characters Introduced
- Anne Jenkins
Themes
- Reconciliation and healing
- Family bonds and support
- The emotional toll of a family member's illness during wartime
Chapter Twenty-five
Frankie settles into her new routine in San Diego, dedicating herself to her mother’s recovery and the League of Families, which supports the return of POWs from Vietnam. At the League’s office, she meets Rose Contreras, who encourages her to join the letter-writing efforts to raise awareness and pressure for the release of the POWs. Frankie finds purpose in the campaign, channeling her emotions into meaningful action. Her efforts are recognized by the doctors, who note the rapid progress of her mother’s recovery.
On a Saturday afternoon, Frankie volunteers at a League of Families booth at the Chula Vista Outdoor Shopping Center. There, she meets Joan, another volunteer whose husband is a POW, and they bond over their shared experiences. While volunteering, she also encounters Henry Acevedo and his nephew Arturo, who is heading to the Naval Academy. Henry’s presence and his interest in Frankie add a subtle layer of complexity to her life, though she remains focused on her current commitments.
Key Events
- Frankie visits the League of Families office and joins the letter-writing campaign.
- Frankie volunteers at a League of Families booth and meets Joan, another volunteer.
- Frankie encounters Henry Acevedo and his nephew Arturo at the booth.
Characters Introduced
- Arturo
- Rose Contreras
Themes
- Healing and Recovery
- Activism and Community Support
- Personal Growth and Connection
Chapter Twenty-six
Still reeling from the emotional toll of her mother's stroke and her growing involvement with the League of Families, Frankie finds herself increasingly affected by the ongoing war in Vietnam. The nightly news, filled with reports of the Winter Soldier Investigation and the My Lai massacre, fuels her distress. On the Fourth of July, Frankie is forced to attend her parents' annual Independence Day party, a holiday she dreads. At the party, she feels out of place and struggles with the insensitive comments of the guests. A firecracker explosion triggers a flashback, and Henry Acevedo, a board member of the hospital’s new therapeutic drug and alcohol treatment center, offers her support. His understanding and gentle nature help her regain her composure, and they leave the party together. Back at her bungalow, Frankie and Henry share a moment of intimacy, marking the beginning of a relationship based on mutual understanding and the shared experience of loss. Their relationship develops gradually over the summer, with Henry bringing sunlight into Frankie’s life. However, Frankie remains guarded, unwilling to fully open herself to love again. When Barb shows up at a VVAW protest in Miami, she and Frankie participate in a silent march to the Republican National Convention. The march, led by wounded veterans, is a powerful statement against the war. Despite the tension and potential danger, Frankie feels a sense of pride and purpose in being part of the protest. After the march, she and Barb discuss Henry, with Barb encouraging Frankie to embrace the possibility of happiness.
Key Events
- Frankie attends her parents' Fourth of July party and encounters Henry Acevedo.
- Frankie and Henry share a moment of intimacy at her bungalow, marking the beginning of their relationship.
- Frankie and Barb participate in a silent march to the Republican National Convention in Miami, led by wounded veterans.
- Barb encourages Frankie to consider her relationship with Henry and the possibility of happiness.
Themes
- The personal impact of war on Frankie's emotional state
- The struggle for personal healing and growth
- The power of friendship and support
- The complexity of love and loss
Chapter Twenty-seven
On her day off, Frankie meets her mother, Bette, for lunch at the Coronado Golf and Tennis Club, where the festive Christmas decorations stand in stark contrast to Frankie’s inner turmoil. Midway through the meal, Frankie rushes to the restroom, where she vomits, prompting her mother to suspect a pregnancy. Confirming her mother’s suspicions, Frankie and Bette visit Dr. Massie, who verifies that Frankie is about two months pregnant. Overwhelmed by the news, Frankie is unprepared for motherhood, particularly as a single woman, and the stigma of unwed pregnancies in her community adds to her distress.
In the days following the diagnosis, Frankie’s anxiety intensifies, and she avoids answering the phone, fearing calls from her mother. At work, she assists in a surgery, and the patient’s history in Vietnam triggers painful memories, exacerbating her emotional turmoil. Later, she drives home to find Henry waiting to celebrate her birthday. Deciding to confide in him, she reveals her pregnancy, and Henry proposes marriage, offering his support and love. Despite her initial hesitation, Frankie accepts, seeing Henry as a stable and loving partner who can help her navigate this unexpected path.
Frankie and Henry then inform her parents of their engagement and the pregnancy. Her father, Jack, warmly welcomes Henry into the family, and her mother, Bette, is elated at the prospect of becoming a grandmother. The chapter concludes with a sense of hope and new beginnings, as Frankie and Henry plan their future together, despite the challenges ahead.
Key Events
- Frankie and her mother confirm Frankie's pregnancy at Dr. Massie's office.
- Frankie tells Henry about the pregnancy, and he proposes marriage.
- Frankie and Henry inform her parents of their engagement and the pregnancy.
Themes
- Unexpected motherhood and its emotional impact
- Support and commitment in relationships
- Family and community acceptance in the face of societal stigma
Chapter Twenty-eight
Frankie, still reeling from the news of her pregnancy, writes to Barb and Ethel, detailing her plans to marry Henry and the nursery they are preparing. Despite the joy, she is haunted by the absence of her own photograph on her father’s heroes’ wall, a stark reminder of her family’s disregard for her service in Vietnam. On the day the first group of POWs is scheduled to land in Manila, Frankie and Henry watch the broadcast together. She is stunned to see Rye, presumed dead, among the returning prisoners. Overwhelmed with emotion, she excuses herself to take a bath but calls Barb and Ethel, who agree to support her as she prepares to see Rye in San Diego. The next day, Frankie, Barb, and Ethel arrive at the Air Station Miramar, where they witness the emotional reunions of the POWs with their families. Frankie’s hopes are dashed when she sees Rye reunite with his wife and daughter, realizing he has moved on.
Key Events
- Frankie writes to Barb and Ethel about her pregnancy and marriage to Henry.
- Frankie watches the broadcast of the first group of POWs landing in Manila and sees Rye, presumed dead, among them.
- Frankie, Barb, and Ethel travel to the Air Station Miramar to see Rye’s return.
- Frankie sees Rye reunite with his wife and daughter, shattering her hopes.
Themes
- The impact of war on personal relationships
- The struggle between past and present
- The search for identity and belonging
Chapter Twenty-nine
Still reeling from the shock of seeing Rye alive and married, Frankie wakes up from a dream about dancing with him, only to be jolted back to the harsh reality of his betrayal. The pain of his marriage and the presence of his daughter shatter her hopes, leaving her feeling humiliated and betrayed. Despite the unwavering support of Barb and Ethel, Frankie’s resolve to marry Henry for the sake of their baby begins to waver.
Her world is further shattered when she experiences a miscarriage and is hospitalized. Henry, a loving and supportive partner, tries to console her, but Frankie is consumed by her grief and the lingering feelings for Rye. Her mother, Bette, visits and offers her a necklace with a hidden inscription, revealing a past tragedy of her own. Bette’s attempt to comfort Frankie with pills and advice falls short, and Frankie’s resolve to marry Henry crumbles.
Frankie ultimately decides to cancel the wedding, explaining to Henry that she still loves Rye. Henry, though heartbroken, understands and suggests she seek therapy. Frankie leaves the hospital, feeling profoundly tired and alone, and takes sleeping pills to escape the pain. The chapter ends with Frankie’s last thoughts, a mix of hope and despair, as she drifts into a medicated sleep.
Key Events
- Frankie discovers Rye is married and has a daughter, shattering her hopes.
- Frankie experiences a miscarriage and is hospitalized.
- Frankie cancels her wedding to Henry, explaining that she still loves Rye.
- Bette reveals a past tragedy of her own through a necklace with a hidden inscription.
Themes
- Betrayal and Trust
- Grief and Loss
- The Burden of Secrets
- Conflicting Loyalties and Personal Desires
Chapter Thirty
Plagued by brutal nightmares of Vietnam, Frankie starts waking up on her bedroom floor, a stark reminder of her past trauma. These nightmares intensify after her recent encounter with Rye, who she discovered was alive and married. To cope with the resurgence of her trauma, Frankie turns to a cycle of sleeping pills and stimulants, leading to a downward spiral of isolation and dependency.
At the hospital, Frankie’s performance deteriorates significantly. During a critical surgery, she freezes, resulting in her suspension. Her personal life is equally chaotic; she misses a shift and is placed on leave. Despite her best intentions to get her life back on track, Frankie finds herself unable to break the cycle of medication and despair. Her attempts to reconnect with her friends and family are half-hearted and dishonest, and she continues to struggle with the loss of her baby and the unresolved feelings for Rye.
One day, while driving, Frankie spots Rye and his family on the beach. Driven by an obsessive need to see his life, she follows them to their home. This behavior culminates in a confrontation with Rye at her doorstep, where he reveals the truth about his marriage and captivity. Despite the pain and complexity of their past, Rye’s presence reignites Frankie’s feelings, and they share a passionate moment, leading to a deeper, more dangerous reconnection.
Key Events
- Frankie experiences a resurgence of Vietnam nightmares and turns to a cycle of sleeping pills and stimulants.
- Frankie freezes during a critical surgery and is suspended from the hospital.
- Frankie follows Rye and his family to their home and confronts Rye, leading to a passionate reconnection.
Themes
- The lasting impact of trauma on mental health
- The destructive cycle of addiction and obsession
- The complex dynamics of reconciliation and reconnection
Chapter Thirty-one
Still reeling from the resurgence of her Vietnam nightmares and the discovery that Rye is alive and married, Frankie finds herself trapped in a cycle of passion and deceit. She hides her suspension from nursing and her affair with Rye, relying on a dangerous mix of sleeping pills and stimulants to cope with her emotional turmoil. Each day, she vows to end the affair, but Rye’s visits and promises of a future together keep her hooked. By summer’s end, Frankie is a knot of nerves, torn apart by the constant lying and the toxic shame of her actions.
At Barb’s wedding in a Chicago park, Frankie struggles with intense jealousy and a sense of moral failure. Despite her joy for Barb, she feels like a liar and a cheat, imagining her own future with Rye and their children. The reception only heightens her guilt, and she leaves early, feeling unworthy of her friends’ love. Back home, she decides to end the affair, telling Rye she can’t be the other woman anymore. Surprised, Rye proposes, and Frankie, desperate for redemption, accepts.
Over the next few months, Frankie begins to rebuild her life. She returns to work at the hospital, feeling hopeful and determined to prove herself. However, her world crumbles when she discovers Rye’s wife, Melissa, has given birth to a son. Realizing she has been lied to again, Frankie flees the hospital, consumed by anger and self-loathing. She drives recklessly, seeking solace in alcohol, and narrowly avoids a serious accident.
Key Events
- Frankie alternates between passion with Rye and guilt over her affair.
- Frankie struggles with intense jealousy and shame at Barb’s wedding.
- Frankie decides to end the affair but accepts Rye’s proposal when he asks her to marry him.
- Frankie discovers Rye’s wife has given birth to a son and flees the hospital in anger and self-loathing.
Themes
- Deception and Guilt
- Redemption and Self-Destruction
- Love and Betrayal
Chapter Thirty-two
Frankie wakes up in a hospital bed, her body aching, after a drunk driving incident where she nearly killed a man. Her father and a policeman inform her that she is being charged with DUI, and her father expresses his fear and grief over the possibility of losing another child. Overwhelmed with guilt and the fear that she may have wanted to end her life, Frankie decides to seek help. She visits the VA medical center, only to be rejected from a therapy group for Vietnam veterans because she is a woman.
Feeling isolated and misunderstood, Frankie visits Bill Brightman, the man she almost hit, to apologize. He sternly warns her about the consequences of drunk driving, emphasizing the impact on his family. Back home, her mother, concerned about her state, urges her to rest. That night, Frankie takes more sleeping pills and has a vivid, hallucinatory experience where she imagines being with her brother Finley. She ends up in the ocean, nearly drowning, and is taken to the psychiatric ward in an ambulance after a mandatory hold is issued for a suspected suicide attempt.
Her father, visibly distraught, explains that she is being held for 36 hours for her own safety. Frankie protests, insisting she did not intend to kill herself, but is sedated by the medical staff. The chapter ends with Frankie being taken to the psychiatric ward, her father crying, and her feeling deeply afraid and alone.
Key Events
- Frankie wakes up in the hospital after a drunk driving incident.
- Frankie is charged with DUI and her father expresses his fear of losing her.
- Frankie visits the VA medical center but is rejected from a therapy group for Vietnam veterans.
- Frankie apologizes to Bill Brightman, the man she almost hit, and receives a stern warning.
- Frankie takes more sleeping pills and nearly drowns in the ocean.
- Frankie is taken to the psychiatric ward for a mandatory hold after a suspected suicide attempt.
Themes
- Guilt and Redemption
- Mental Health and Trauma
- Desperation and Self-Destruction
Chapter Thirty-three
Disoriented and suffering from withdrawal symptoms, Frankie wakes up in a psychiatric ward after a suicide attempt. Henry, who runs the inpatient therapeutic drug and alcohol treatment facility, explains her situation and reassures her that he will help her through the process, though he will not be her primary therapist. Overwhelmed by the realization of her addiction and the loss of her nursing license, Frankie feels a deep sense of vulnerability.
During her first therapy session with Dr. Alden, Frankie begins to confront her traumatic memories from Vietnam. She discusses the horrors she witnessed, the loss of her baby, and her affair with Rye. Dr. Alden helps her understand that her symptoms are part of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and that her experiences are valid and not uncommon among veterans. Gradually, Frankie starts to open up about her feelings and repressed memories, gaining insight into her condition.
On visitors' day, Barb visits Frankie, and they have an emotional and honest conversation. Barb reveals that she, too, struggles with memories of Vietnam and sometimes has nightmares. This shared experience helps Frankie feel less alone and more understood. They talk for hours, and Frankie begins to see the power of talking and sharing her pain as a step towards healing. She acknowledges that while she is not okay yet, she is determined to work towards a better future.
Key Events
- Frankie wakes up in a psychiatric ward after a suicide attempt.
- Henry explains that she is in an inpatient therapeutic drug and alcohol treatment facility.
- Frankie begins therapy with Dr. Alden and starts to confront her traumatic memories from Vietnam.
- Barb visits Frankie and they have an emotional, honest conversation about their shared experiences.
Characters Introduced
- Dr. Alden
Themes
- Confronting Trauma
- Building Resilience
- Friendship and Support
Chapter Thirty-four
Despite feeling stronger, Frankie is acutely aware of her vulnerability as she prepares to leave the inpatient therapeutic drug and alcohol treatment center in early 1974. Therapy and sobriety have given her tools to heal, allowing her to imagine a future without pain or pretense. She has learned to navigate life one day at a time, accepting the loss of her nursing license and the possibility of regaining it in the future.
Reflecting on her relationship with Rye, Frankie realizes that his declarations of love were not genuine and that she had been naive. She has come to terms with her weaknesses and strengths, understanding that she must guard against her fragility. Her parents, Bette and Jack, are waiting for her outside the center, and despite their anxiety, they express their love and support. Frankie decides to move on from Coronado, selling the cottage her mother left her, and embarks on a journey to find a new life.
With Barb by her side, Frankie drives north, exploring various locations in California, Oregon, and Montana. They seek a place where Frankie can breathe and find peace. After driving through several towns, they find a 27-acre property near Missoula, Montana, with a farmhouse, horse fields, and a barn in need of repair. Frankie feels a connection to the place and decides to buy it, envisioning a new chapter in her life.
Key Events
- Frankie prepares to leave the inpatient treatment center.
- Frankie reflects on her relationship with Rye and her own vulnerabilities.
- Frankie decides to sell the cottage and move away from Coronado.
- Frankie and Barb drive north, eventually finding a property near Missoula, Montana.
Themes
- Recovery and healing
- Self-discovery and personal growth
- The search for a new beginning
- Family support and reconciliation
Chapter Thirty-five
Frankie receives an invitation to a reunion of the 36th Evac Hospital staff, scheduled after the unveiling of the Vietnam Veterans Memorial in Washington, D.C. Initially, she feels a surge of anger and resentment, reflecting on the government's neglect of veterans and the lasting impacts of Agent Orange. She thinks about the miscarriages and health issues caused by the war and the lack of recognition for women who served.
At the Last Best Place Ranch, Frankie shares the invitation with the women in her therapy group. Reactions are mixed; Gwyn feels bitter, while Liz wants to attend to pay respects. Frankie reflects on her own journey and the healing she has experienced, encouraging the women to decide based on their own needs rather than external pressures.
On the morning of the memorial unveiling, Frankie, Barb, and Ethel meet in their motel room, dressed in their old uniforms. They join the parade of veterans marching to the National Mall, where the atmosphere is one of unity and healing. Frankie is overwhelmed by the sight of the Wall and the names of the fallen, including her brother Finley. She shares a poignant moment with her parents, who have also come to see Finley's name, and reconciles with her father, who apologizes for his past treatment of her.
Frankie encounters Jamie, a former colleague and close friend, who has also survived the war. They share a deep, emotional reunion, with Jamie expressing how thinking of Frankie helped him through his darkest moments. The chapter ends with Frankie feeling a renewed sense of pride and purpose, determined to tell the world about the women who served in Vietnam.
Key Events
- Frankie receives an invitation to a 36th Evac Hospital reunion.
- Frankie shares the invitation with the women at the ranch, eliciting mixed reactions.
- Frankie, Barb, and Ethel attend the Vietnam Veterans Memorial unveiling in Washington, D.C.
- Frankie reconciles with her father and shares a deep, emotional reunion with Jamie.
Themes
- Healing and reconciliation
- Recognition and remembrance
- Personal growth and reflection